Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in starsnowfadingx's LiveJournal:

Sunday, March 29th, 2009
10:22 am	Three weeks go by fast. New thoughts...new journal. inquisitivex.livejournal.com/ (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009
12:10 pm	on the road again... "hope the world's turning your way today." so, i'm thinking new un. i'll do that now. -gkristin (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 10th, 2009
5:37 pm	i've mistaken friends for lovers today. 5:O7 right about now. hey party people. today i had a headache >:S it was annoying. i case you haven't noticed, i really hate the lethargic state everyone is in during winter. the gray, tormentingly depressing skies, the extreme overwhelm of schoolwork, the fact that all time low's gonna be in the studio in what seems like f o r e v e r. (eh, that's just me, i don't like waiting.) lately i've been listening to the morning light and brighten. i just realized how amazing brighten's lyrics are. and also, because of the recent make-up, blink 182. hope for the future that poppunk will hit the charts again! like the 90's. when i was 5,6,7, listening to third eye blind on the radio and learning the lyrics, only to know that many years later, i'd be singing to it again. i like jack's reaction to the new blink.  Hey all, Words cannot begin to express the butterflies I got in my stomach when I found out that Blink 182 was getting back together. I all of a sudden got flashbacks to the time I stood in line for hours outside the 930 Club for the "DollaBill Tour" or going to the Pop Disaster Tour at Hershey Park, PA. For a real moment, I felt like I was 14 years old again. As if we haven't made it obvious, Blink 182 is a band that has had such a huge influence on us as a band. They're the reason why I started playing guitar and why I wanted to be in a band. Their CDs still sing to me the same way they did the first time I heard it. Being able to get to know some of them the past few years, I've only grown a fonder appreciation for them. Now that they're back together, maybe I can actually one day fulfill my dream of opening for them one day :-) Congrats on 17 years and here's to many more! Jack and ATL i'm no poet, but that was AWESOME. if it weren't for blink, i wouldn't have all time low, and if it weren't for all time low i wouldn't be playing that freaking hard [but oh-so seemingly easy] song, remembering sunday. y'know, jack STILL acts 14. but, whatever he says... i also like the blog on glamour kills about alex watching beetard and rian with his weird pictures of penguins. lmfao. i love them.   02-09-09 : Butch Day One By: Jack Barakat on 02.09.09 Rian is putting weird pictures of penguins on his desktop and Alex is watching videos on youtube called Beetard and [see below]. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzxQgRbTesA Zack is getting bass tones and jamming with Butch right now. Drums are done already. Rian is a man beast. We're referring to him as "One Take Jake" now! Ok not really but he fuckin' nailed his parts in a couple hours. Pretty impressive. This studio is soo sick. Video Tour coming soon. Peace Love and Chicken Grease - - -  - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - dang crazy kids. i wanna order gk btw real soon. anticipation... i told my parents i'd rather wait for my electric guitar for gk instead. and i'm not that good anyways, it can wait. i wanna nail it before i move on to bigger and better guitars. it's like being rewarded for something you didnt do, y'know? and back to how amazing brighten's lyrics are. i think single millionaires is rad. i listened to the lyrics like 15 times yesterday trying to figure out what the letters spell, lol. i'm not stupid, i just have trouble paying attention. hehe. a.d.d., ahah. L O V E, H O P E. i win. also, friends for lovers is cute. i like the beginning, 'i've mistaken friend for lovers today, as if it was normal anyway'. and the ending too, 'by tomorrow we will be somewhere brand new, so just do what your music tells you to.'. AGH, can't pick, i like all the parts, so HAH. the ending is where i'm at in life. waiting for something bigger and better to come along. but for now, i guess i'm stuck here in my room, with a guitar, a backpack and a hershey kisses tray full of picks so i won't lose `em like lastime, right sarah? :D. apparently i should be defining unknown words from '8th grade' analogies, and then answering questions in paragraphs about the immune system. the whole friggin` school system sucks eggs. the strictness and homework slips are completely unessessary. AND MRS. WOODMAN, YES, I DO THINK STUPID SONGS ARE WAY MORE IMPORTANT THAN LITERATURE, SO YOU SHOULDN'T SAY SOMETHING IN SOMEONE'S FACE, WHEN IT OBVIOUSLY TRANSLATES TO I AM A WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP IN THEIR EYES. there you go. ranting over. nap time now.   Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Brighten! (Comment on this)
Monday, February 2nd, 2009
7:06 pm	huzzah. hi, my name is kristin bee, i'm scared of white cars passing slowly by my house, i have a very strange and slightly embarassing crush on Pat Kirch, and i enjoy lemon mirangue pie and poptarts. it's PAT'S beeday today! well, you probably knew that already, since i told everyone about 6 times each... IT'S PAT'S BEEDAY! :D so i decided to be hyper today, but i guess that didn't quite happen since i didn't sleep 'til midnight yesterday because of a certain math project SOMEONE assigned over the fucking weekend.. i swear to god. the same thing is probably gonna happen again, because it's gonna get late really fast and i haven't done anything with homework yet. MORE BAD NEWS! my dad unintsalled AIM!! ISN'T THAT JUST GREAT!? i have problems with my crush on pat kirch. dead serious? yeah... uhm by the way, don't look at my organizer.. my bamboozle tickets didn't come, and we called ticketmaster and they said something about expiration and whatnot. AAGH. but we re-ordered it, and we can get our money back from the other one, so YAY. they said they're gonna ship it today, and i'm gonna get it about feb. 27, close to MY beeday. i'm gonna talk my mom into buying my birthday present online already. i mean, if i don't order it soon, i probably won't get it until like march.. >:| . i hate 'web protection software'. i hate my dad for putting so much protective shit on my computer. do you know how cruel that is!? no youtube, no ww, no aim, no myspace [i don't have one, anyway.] when i turn on the computer, it reminds me everyday. 'CONGRATULATIONS! YOU ARE NOW PROTECTED MY K9 WEB PROTECTION!' oh, shut up. so i'll usually be on my mom's laptop now, less annoyance. but only on thursdays and fridays mostly, others days occasionally. boohoo:(. patpatpat. i don't really know what else to put. OH CRAP i didn't pratice guitar. and i still have a lot of homework. goddd, PLEASE KILL ME. either that, or make it snow. really hard. so hard that we'll get the rest of the week off, and i'll be laughing at my teachers. >:D. pat is the reason why i'm mad at the maine for not being at bamboozle. but who knows, they can hcange last minute. i mean, they won't announce the official lineup until april 27th? i think? hm. i need a hug. you can say that you don't miss me; i think about you everyday. - arttm. GUESS WHAT? they won't be there either.. at least i think not. they're on the AP tour D: darn, i need april to come and fast. I need the time to leave behind everything I’ve just seen, Cause I’ve been living in a good dream, for far too long. I need the time to realize everything was make believe, Damn it I was so naive, ( MAC & CHEESE ) :DD you were never who you seem to be. But all I ask, is for my third chance, at making my way to the top of this industry. With my own two hands, at second glance, I’d make the impossible possibility. So don’t fuck this whole thing up for me, I thought we were a team, But now your kicking the ledge right out from under my dreams. Don’t fuck this whole thing up for me, You said that we were a team, But now your kicking the ledge right out from under my dreams. - alexanderwilliammmmmh. today is a good day. d'you know what tap backwards spells?? ... .. okay, that was pretty stupid. i love yoooooooou. *HUGS* inyoface. - KayDeeEehSeeBee KDECB. Kristin Danielle Elon Charlotte Bee. Daymn. That's long. Current Mood: dorky Current Music: i think about you everyday - a rocket to the moon (Comment on this)
Friday, January 30th, 2009
10:52 pm	D: is it true that atl's gonna be as big as fob? :\ .. i'm afraid if they become too big, they'll kinda become something they're not. for the record, I LIKED ATL BEFORE ALL OF YOU. i win[: sing it loud said once the album come out....KABOOM. gonna be huge. i have mixed feelings for all of this. >.< at least i went to money tour and got to see them on their first headlining tour. and i disagree with some of the comments on LJ, they'll still have time to m&g....right...? at least i have bamboozle tickets. i'm pretty sure their album comes out BEFORE may 2nd.. so we got time to still hang with them i hope. HA! i friggin predicted this! QUOTE: well when all time low becomes as huge as fall out boy and tops the charts, and when the media is hunting down alex gaskarth lke freaking pete wentz, i'll be laughing so hard at the people who said 'oh, just another poppunk band.' UNQUOTE. ...who's laughing?? >:| ---------------- i can't sing for life :D. i'll probably take lessons. i just can't stand hearing myself sing, i'm just gonna do it for the heck of it. -------------- pat's beeday is february 2nd! WHOO XD. 19. 19. 19. ---------------- http://vimeo.com/3024554   dfbrubieirjtsopecjsihjochjaiheiLCkjirhitejz :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD JUST ADDED. (: it;s like 7 or 8 down there, meanwhile i'm staying up with my insomnia at 10:51 at night(: WHOOOHOO. KAY FRIGGIN ARE AIII ESS TEE AIIIII ENNNN KIRCH i never said that(: (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 24th, 2009
8:44 pm	< 3. 8:45. wow. just finishing up some homework shit, checking emails and other stuff. life's busy, and joe had a look on his face during guitar lessons that read 'SLOW.' well, stupid science fair's kept me from anything and everything else that's important in life [like practicing those damn chords!] last week, so SO-RAY. i learned how to play smoke on the water XD. i came early and ended up coming in during some other kid's lesson, but he was just leaving anyway. we had one of those akward, silent moments like 'um...'. but he was kinda cool, but he was FAR more advanced than me. when i heard him play i was like, "fuuuuuck, man, this dude can play." alex gaskarth is a friggin' mind reader. " 'cause i feel like i'm going crazy, i don't wanna waste another minute here." that thought has been running through my mind all year, well, so far. shut up. those are new lyrics that are gonna be on the album. (: happyyyyy. http://www.glamourkills.com/band_blog/page1 ^^ not for the faint of heart, but i insist you watch drums, blood & alex's buzzlightyear pose, sebastian tihnks the record sucks, the welcome video and rian and j-bone. b-day's coming up. i was thinking of seeing a movie, then going to D & B's later on in Philly, then going home, eat cookie cake, watch chowder or whatever the hell is on at that late hour, and play GHWT. WHOO. IWANTTHESE: zumiez gift cards, video camera, camera, ht cards, LOTSA pac sun XD, new guitar & mini amp, glamour kills cards, OR just send me a JAGK! tee. then i will owe you for life. 96 days until bamboozle. bad news: 3OH!3 and ARTTM may not be there on the day shawna, sarah, alyx & i are. blame that darn AP tour. speaking of AP, ATL's the february cover. i need that magazine. add it to my wish list up there ^^.     THE HOST IS THE BEST BOOK IN THE WORLD. jaaaaaared.<3. history repeating itself, it's the new edward. oooooo, what now twilight lovers? in social studies, we [shawna & i] came up with these simple equations to make life simpler: pat = cheese [well, now it's chair because anthony sat on him and....uhm....i'm not explaining the rest(: ] gabe = fish. [TOTALLY.] sarah = ninja [hah.] garrett = random dude shawna picked for black history month. i *love* you guys. ps - O.O spazzzz. Current Mood: tired Current Music: ALLTIMELOW (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 18th, 2009
4:55 pm	alone.. D: I AM SO SCARED RIGHT NOW. 1. my damn neighbor HAD to tell me a weird story about someone breaking into some guy's house, and the dude HAD to live on our street... 2. my dad is LEAVING ME ALONE at my house for like, 2 HOURS.  3. i'm bored out of my friggin mind. 4. if this is my last livejournal, well, you know why. HELP ME. also, huzzah for snowingg(: . make those mthrfkers down in hollywood, CA, drinking RED BULL and watching JAMES BOND [all 22 movies in a row], who call themselves ALL TIME LOW, and pull of those evil 'WANNA-GO-BOWLING?-+21-only-at-11:30' stunts just to shove in in my face that I'M NOT THERE, all jealous with our snow. ALL OF ITT . I HEAR NOISES. SHIT. SHIT. SHIT. pleeeeeease help. my brother stole my ipod, but then i cut off his arm and took it back XD. no, just kidding, but he lost it for like 12 hours. kristin + the whole day ipodlessness = bad things. i got a headache and ate 1/2 a pint of ben & jerry's phish food, some strawberries, and 3 bowls of lucky charms. ^ :OOOOO. fatty. MARCO isn't coming over because he HAS to play FRIGGIN FOOTBALL every second of his life. meanwhile, during his 'throw-ball-and-scream-random-numbers-HIKE', I'M gonna be killed. what a great friend, eh? alex gaskarth needs to die. him, AND bowling. and alcohol. MORE FRICKING NOISES. whoever's trying to kill me probably killed lucy by now. ...who the fuck goes around killing innocent kristins? what did i ever do to them? 'oh, look. it's snowing outside. i think i'm gonna do KILL KRISTIN.' jeez. maybe mr. GASKARTH can throw one of his bowling balls at the murderer. hmm. be INVENTIVEE. i spent the past few hours playing guitar hero, downloading some random shitty-sounding GHtunes just for the heck of it, watching fuse, watching chowder, and commemorating the last few hours of living. what a nice life. i wish those tapping noises are just rain and nothing else. oooh godd. the reason i haven't been on aim for a LIFETIME is because i was IMing SOMEONE *cough* SARAH *cough* during science fair stuff, and my dad took it away. i hear footsteps downstairs. maybe i can grab the kitchen knife before he gets here. MWAHAHAHAHA. yes, i have issues. you love me anyway, since you're reading this. i was watching the everything i ask for music video. i enjoy pat putting lipstick on that girl the wrong way, garrett being slapped in the face, and john ohh just beign john ohh-ish. XD. they need more music videos. <3 you. BYEE.   (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 17th, 2009
10:42 am	with the sad, sad look that you wear so well. LIVEJOURNAL!   I MISSED CHU! anyway, i won't be on much, there's a LOT of stuff going on. i bought bamboozle tickets last saturday & i'm stoked, uhhm i really need to work on science fair so yeah. LOVELOVE(: byeeeeeeeeeeeepatismineeeeeeeeeeeebyeeeeeee:D love, kristinnn bee Current Mood: bored Current Music: gives you hell - all american rejects (Comment on this)
Friday, January 9th, 2009
4:28 pm	FANGSUP!CobraStar! . Not enough time for updateness. new year's was fun. went to nyc(: . times square is beautiful.   taking guitar lessons now. joe likes green day. blah. too much homework, not enought time to f'n breathe. stayed up til 5 am with no dinner. that's basically my past few weeks, so... i'll be on twitter more though. www.twitter.com/stayxawakee Current Mood: busyy. Current Music: a rocket to the moon. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 30th, 2008
6:24 pm	Queer-oh. ah! must get out of house. it's so boring here. D: wanted to go to freehold, but i bet that's not gonna happen now. aaaah. oh && i finally saw twilight. good stuff, good stuff:D . edward cullen is g l i t t e r y . i have a major headache): . my cousin is in the hospital, leaving me in an angry rant about how i hate life to alexandra. hehe...sorry... please pray for jacob. i love him.. oh oh oh ohhhhmy god. this made my effing day. [OKAY, i am an all time low addict. oh well!] All Time Low: Come One, Come All Posted by Rob Ortenzi on 23-Dec-08 @ 04:03 PM   The story of how the members of ALL TIME LOW became pop-punk sensations before they could legally drink is well-known: The Maryland, quartet coalesced in high school, signed to Hopeless Records on Valentine's Day of their senior year and released their breakthrough full-length, So Wrong, It's Right, in September 2007. Still, All Time Low's formation wasn't quite as easy as that story makes it sound. Guitarist JACK BARAKAT describes what the group went through before finally settling on their current lineup. -- Annie Zaleski   Me and Alex [Gaskarth, vocals/guitar] met in eighth grade. He was the kid that all the girls liked and all the dudes hated, 'cause all the girls liked him. We weren't really friends in eighth grade. He had just transferred from a private school, so all the girls were like, "Yeah, what's up?" He would wear those baggy, Hot Topic parachute pants with the strings and chains. It was cool at the time. In ninth grade, he was in a rival band. I was like, "Hey man, come in our band. We'll write some songs together or jam out to Blink-182." Alex actually hated Blink back then because he was, like, the Bob Marley and Incubus kind of kid. I was like, "Dude, you gotta listen to this band. They're fucking awesome." He was like, "Dude, they're fucking sellouts. They're on MTV." So I got him to listen to their live CD [The Mark, Tom, And Travis Show (The Enema Strikes Back!)] and once he heard the jokes and the way they are live, he fell in love immediately. He was like, "Dude, we need to fucking do this. This is awesome. They're just being themselves. It's awesome. Kids love it." We just started our own band. We started covering Blink-182 songs--me, Alex and our old drummer. In ninth grade, we met Rian [Dawson, drums]. He was in my French class. He wore a Face To Face shirt the first day of class. I remember turning around and being like, "Hey man, do you like Face To Face?" [Laughs.] He hated me, obviously. I had blue hair. He was like, "Who is this punk-ass kid?" I'd bother him every day. I knew he played drums and I knew he was the best drummer in our grade. He was like, "No, man, I got my own band." At the end of ninth grade, we finally got him to jam with us. And it was awesome. He came to one of our band practices--me, our old drummer [and] Alex. We were playing "Roller Coaster" by Blink-182, and our old drummer couldn't do it. [Rian] played the cover with us and we were like, "Fuck! We need this guy. Damn it, we need him now." We kicked out our old drummer and got Rian. A month later, we asked around [because we] needed a bassist. Zack [Merrick] came to our practice. He showed up with a skateboard. His mom was there. He walked in, we started jamming and we were like, "Fuck yeah, he plays with his fingers. He's in." At the end of practice, he did some skateboarding tricks-like a triple kick-flip. We were like, "Bring him in now! Lock him in early!" At the end of ninth grade, All Time Low were formed. We had T-shirts a month later. alt ps - it's all jack's fault. xD but i thought this was freaking hilarious.  whaaa...?! jack had blue hair? lmao. and alex came from PRIVATE school? whooooaaaaaa. i got to private school. ahah, hot topic junkie. this is the cutest. jack bothered the world, and now their band of the year. leave it to skunk boy. fuck parents. later kids. Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 28th, 2008
4:36 pm	SHUT UP 'cause we WON'T STOP. peesh. i'm so depressed that after like a week i have to go back to school. life hates me. :| no one wants to watch twilight with me D: . my mom is offering to go with me but i'm afraid eli might be scared of all the action scenes and whatnot, and hell it would be to sad and depressing and embarassing to tell you what my dad's been doing.. pelase don't tell anyone world. consumption of alcohol. he ruined fucking christmas, and now he's doing it again and probably won't wake up until tomorrow. and guess what livejournal? IT'S F'N 4:42. and tomorrow kathleen is coming over since her mom's at work. and 'she's too young and scared to watch twilight, that's a big girl movie'. i want to diee. i'm as depressed as outside. gray. and. shitty. i need someone to cheer me up. i want to change my hair, but idk what to do with it. ideas, ideas?.. eli's hogging the laptop, so now i'm stuck with the computer that blocks everything, and i wanna check my youtube. obsessez? nah. just bored. i feel dead. aaaahhh emo (: . mm...i want to try pinkberry. pat says its yummy. 'cept instead of fruit pebbles & strawberries, i want fruit pebbles & raspberries. yum-oh. depress. gonna go see a movie. bleh. byeeee(:   ima marry pat and there's nothing you can do about it. love, lristindanielle Current Music: guilty pleasure - cobra starship (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 25th, 2008
8:56 pm	i'm nawt gonna wear the clothes that you like. whoaa, six days wiffout updateness? psh. eh. christmas was sicckk(: i got enough hoodies from zumiez to clothe all the naked people in africa. :D lmao. silly things kristin doesn't need but got anyways; - seven hoodies from zumiez {I WASN'T KIDDING.} - skelanimal tee - fuzzy slippers {aww..} - white tote filled with goodies - two ugly-ass fairy tees....*RETURNING* - hair straightener {WHOA IT WORKS!} - one pair of skinnie jeanss [blue] - 'the coolest giftcard ever: gift card (cool)' zumiez gift card *THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU* - animal crossing for the wii && wii speak *suh-weeet. ah, im sucha geek.* - penguin candy dispenser [ahaha. neat stocking stuffer:D ] - two glamour killss [ AAAAAAH XD ] - all time low sticker, gym class heroes sticker, there for tomorrow sticker [ came with GK! ] - stocking filled with fattening candy :d - two yo gabba gabba merch [hehe] - hot topic tee - liz claiborne clutch *returning..* - clinique happy && vicky's angel [ call me crazy but i heart happy:* ] i really hate getting presents. gah it makes me feel awful, i mean, i don't need this stuff! they make me feel spoiled and fat [candy]. my favorite presents are the things i didn't really recieve in a box. - went to freehold mall and practically bought their pac sun - watched all time low win alternative press' 'band of the year' AND 'most anticipated albums of 2009' - ayy, remember money tour in november?? that basically made 2008, this christmas, my birthday, this chanukkah, this kwanza, this new year's, this valentine's day, this fourth of july, this april fools, next halloween, my life, my everything. holding alex gaskarth's hand, and him smiling during poppin' is priceless. < 3. - bamboozle. well, coming soon. I MUST GO. I MUST GO. I MUST GO. that would make all the above holidays, times 7235028957489752. don't do the math, 'cause hell, i won't. - aaaallllll the rest of freakin' 2008 off. THANK GODDDD!!! [hehe. god. zandra. oh my.] i needed that, teachers were about to bite my head off. YOU CAN'T MAKE ME GO BACK! XD so, prepare for a whoole vacation of sleeping in, buying with gift cards & returning gifts, listening to five minutes to midnight by boys like girls and screaming FIVE, FOUR, THREE, TWO, ONE!, suffocating from over-hoodie-ness, and NO SCHOOL(: . did i mention no school? i love you. i love you. get it? got it? gooooooood. thank you, all two and a half people who read my shit. hi, i'm pat! [ *fangirl* notation on this: LYKE OMFG!!! PAT THAT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE! Q-T-PIEEEE!!!!! AAAAHHH *CRYSSS* MADNESSSSSSS!!! ] lmao. [ *normal* fangirl: whoaa. ears. aww. yaay pattycake. ] okay, that was pretty weird too. i'm gonna miss those christmas covers. my dad hates the maine. yeahh... he just doesn't like the lyrics to most of the songs, like the way we talk and undressing the words. well, it's not my fault john ohh writes perverted lyrics! THUMBSS DOWN, JOHN OHH. pat agrees. pat nodds. pat says yes. hope chu got that miley doll you wanted. - jaGK! awwz. i'm thirsty. ah. contacts are falling off. bye. SIX FEET UNDER THA KRISTIN! do the helen keller, & tawk with your hips.  these are the bestest.   and pat. pat's a sweetie. Current Mood: excited, happy, hyper Current Music: santa stole my girlfriend - the maine (Comment on this)
Friday, December 19th, 2008
5:44 pm	TOUR LINEUPS! and Teachers Hate Kristin day. THANK GOD IT'S FREAKIN' FRIDAY. today every single one of my teachers except my gym teacher and my science teacher yelled at me in any way, shape, form, or matter. isn't school wonderful? my excuse: IT'S FRIDAY, NEXT WEEK IS CHRISTMAS, I HAVE A HEADACHE FROM ALL THIS FUCKING LAST MINUTE HOMEWORK AND TESTS AND BULLCRAP and HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT THE STAMP ACT ENTITLES COLONISTS TO DO IN THE 1760s!?!?!?  also, these are the bands for warped [ only the ones i've heard of and/or listened to, get the full lineup HERE. but for now, here's MINE: Reasons Why It Needs To Be Summer Like....NOW. 3OH!3 Brokencyde Escape The Fate Every Avenue Hit The Lights I Set My Friends On Fire Meg & Dia Scary Kids Scaring Kids Sing It Loud The Devil Wears Prada The Maine There For Tomorrow [ don't worry, kids who are all like whhaaaattttt..!?!?!?!? right now, there gonna be announcing more bands as summer gets closer. this is the part when everyone goes "OHHHHH" or "*phewww*" (: ]   how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop!? LET'S FIND OUT! :D i'm trying to learn how to read music by studying from 1993 old cheap rip-off books that use big words to make them sound smarter. helloww?! that's what i do. so i'm trying to decide on this: a). continue decoding 1993 old text for the concept of music b). leave it up to my parents to get me music lessons, even though they've been procrastinating to do that since 3rd grade c). cheat and use tabs to learn how to play remembering sunday on guitar like those kids on iconator do(: HEY, THEY GOT GOOD ICONS. i'm scared of see because what if i really wanna learn how to read REAL music instead of just tabs? then i'd be learning BOTH.  kristin's brain can only hold so much. but, oh well, ima probably end up with #3 anyway. sarah, shawna and everyone decided we NEED to go to bamboozle. majority is i'm probably buying, since shawna's mom paid last time and i need to make it up for her. plus it's all i want for xmiss & my b-day. so, here chu go, this is the line up SO FAR. : ** we now interupt for a breif annoucnement ** i just visited the bamboozle webbie && fell in love with mercy mercedes. DARN AUTO PLAYING MUSIC! **end of announcement** 30H!3 ATL BLG brokencyde cobra starship fall out boy forever the sickest kids hey monday mercy mercedes NEVERSHOUTNEVER!!!!!!!!834574896734THJ45UHGIDRHYSBHOPM6958BYU [ sorry... ] NEW FOUND GLORY taking back sunday third eye blind the friday night boys and we the kings. mine as well add the maine and call it 'ALL OF KRISTIN'S DREAMS COMING TRUE IN ONE FUCKING WEEKEND' ! oh, WHAT SHOULD I WEAR!? does my hair look okay? ugh, where the fuck am i gonna get 416 dollars [ for 2 days ] to pay for EVERYONE? i hope i meet jack! yes, i am stoked. back to reality. it's sleeting out, it's freezing and gray, i have a million homework slips, my room is STILL a mess, i'm fat, i still haven't met pat kirch and i still dunno how to play guitar. bummer... FRESH-TO-DEATH, SHE'LL BE THE DEATH OF YOU!!!!!!! gonna download illegally on limewire safely legally download on iTunes ... hehe...... mercy mercedes, make me some hot cocoa and a gingerbread house. g'day. kris[TAKE ME TO BAMBOOZLE] tin. Current Music: non dairy creamer - third eye blind (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 18th, 2008
6:22 pm	random(: mysuperheroes(: lmao. wtf. the hat fell out the window... :D PAT! (Comment on this)
5:45 pm	winter playlist && busy, busy, busy.     i'm a real big fan of yours.  J U S T G I V E M E A N Y T H I N G. ! love, the lil’ drummer girl. < 3 Yellow and happy 5:46. I’m doing homework in my messy dump of a bedroom; my laundry is scattered all over the floor, yet to be put away in cramped drawers, I have my smallish guitar I’ve had this 4th grade on my bed along with a pick, and it’s practically the beginning of winter and I’m still listening to ‘the beach’ by all time low. There’s a shuffle playlist on iTunes I’m listening to, and I’m thinking of downloading some three eye blind and weezer after this. (: but I have so much to do! I need to call sarah for math workbook questions, I need to shower, clean up my room, laundry [DER…], breathe, think of pat kirch *+* aww…his ears…*+* , breathe again, make dinner, relax, and maybe teach myself some guitar. I’m so freaking determined to learn how to play. Hey- if a jack bassam barakat can handle infamous guitar solos on a fender, while balancing on one of the side speakers and still look perfect for a cell phone picture by moi, I THINK I can teach myself a thing or two. Oh, there we go: my first new year’s resolution. Alexandra, ‘love is a mixed tape’ is the best book in the whole world. Sorry, twilight. That’s sarah stuff. Anyway, for people who dunno, love is a mixed tape is about a country girl named renee and this other guy, who is narrating the story. They have common but their music. It’s way back in like the 1990’s, it’s so classic and pretty. It’s been a few years, and renee has died of a disease, and he still has her mixed tapes. He listens to them and writes down the songs. That’s all I can give you from the 1st chapter, so I have to snatch the book from zandra for more details.(: It’s gray and boring outside, if it was like this everyday in my life, I’d be dead by now. ATL has re-dyed their hair from SUMMER’S HERE to summer is dead…come back next summer, go to bamboozle and buy our album. [ my response: YES, I WILL. ] By the way, they made the cover of alternative press for most anticipated album. I’m so proud of these kiddies. 2009, can’t freakin’ wait. They’re recording this winter. But for the wait, here’s my playlist for this christmas.   happy christma-hanku-kwanzas, GK, candycane popunk GET ME PRESENTS OR I’LL EAT CHU holidays playlist, or whatever..       Thirty Days – nevershoutnever! Santa Stole My Girlfriend – The Maine This Christmas – Every Avenue Yule Shoot Your Eye Out – Fall Out Boy Happy Christmas [War Is Over] – The Used { AMAZING COVER!! } All I Want For Christmas Is You – My Chemical Romance Ho Ho Hopefully – The Maine What’s This? – Fall Out Boy I Won’t Be Home For Christmas – Blink 182     ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ alex gee: *spanish accent* ello buzznet! Ish me, ALEX! Jack: *with big oversized disney hat* …AND BEN. Alex: uh…*chuckles* and this is ben. From all time low… so today we’d like to talk to you about our NEW SHOES! Jack: …AND BEN. Alex: YES, and ben… *pulls hat down to cover jack’s face* jack: ow.. alex: *holds up shoe* *spanish accent again* THESE ARE MINE. THEY ARE RED WHITE AND BLUE FOR AMERICA. YEHHAY. *holds up another* these are mine! They are- *matt falls down* alex: woah? Wha happened bro? Is the bus tippin’ bro?…what the fuck was that? *matt laughing unconctrollably* DORKS. I love them. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ G I V E M E S O M E T H I N G, P L E A S E, J U S T G I V E M E A N Y T H I N G. ! love, the lil’ drummer girl. < 3 Current Mood: content Current Music: ho ho hopefully - the maine (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 17th, 2008
10:08 pm	mood swings, stress, && school. -this distance is daring...- *sigh* , back again. it's about 10pm right now, i'm not the least bit tired, probably because i'm fat and ate cookies. FAATTYYY. [ i'm not really fat, fyi but sometimes i tell myself that. ] minutes ago i just had this weird mood swing. idk, i get depressed sometimes. like: i'm not pretty. my family is pretty poor. i really can't do anything right. wow, my smile is really ugly. my parents are fighting again. i can't take it anymore! we have way too much homework. she really hates me, doesn't she.. i'm such a loser. i eat like a pig. i'm so...weird. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?! okay, laugh. but it's true! i fall apart so easily. ughhh. the only thing keeping a smile on my face is that christmas is almost here, which means christmas break is here, which means less stress, less popularity, hatred, bitch-to-bitch shit to deal with during school. happiness, tralala. plus nevershoutnever. music gets me through a lot of things, if you haven't noticed. more than boredom fillers. i'm kinda slowing down a little, less amp'd, more acoustic. i really need it, i'm up to the climax where school's gonna be the end of me... i have a headache, and my dad's making me clean the whole freakin' house. thanks, father. and my uncle who was kinda cool left last tuesday, leaving my aunt and my 3-yr-old baby cousin jada for dead. they're flat-out broke, and my aunt hasn't told jada yet that her daddy ran away. some christmas for jada. i feel so bad.  if i were my aunt, i'd be crying my eyes out, watching movies *which we actually did* and shoving ben&jerry's ice cream in my mouth. i mean, seriously. (: thanks, livejournal. love yeww, nite. PEACETHEF*CKOUT! (uhm, inside joke, themaine:D ) , KayBee {KB} Current Mood: stressed Current Music: dare4distance - nevershoutnever! , Loose Lips Sink Ships - Kimya Dawyson (Comment on this)
4:25 pm	F i r s t B l o g (: hello,   haaha. i'm kristin and this is my 1st blog. school was boring today, and we got off early and i had nothing to do, thus, a journal was created(: blahblahblah. this'll be funn.  so today my stupid bus came 27 minutes late to pick us up from school, and our temporary bus driver was like a hobo thing. *cough* IT *cough* was like slurring his speech and we couldn't undertand him. david was actually smiling. since when does david smile?? so, i went home and made a nutella sandwich and put pajama pants on, 'cause they're comfy. :3 i'm in my room, i'm BORED out of my MIND, my iPod speakers are way too loud. today amy, shawna and me made up a "story" to tell to sarah to see what she was "missing" because she had to get braces and stuff. more on that layter. anyway, here's our story: paramore and brokencyde come to our school, paramore plays decode and signs autographs, then david cook comes with hs totally blonde bimbo girlfriend who we eventually throw in the dumpster and tell him she moved to hungary. :D lmao. amy made this part up; "well, if she was hungry i would of just bought her something..." "AWW!" silly. and then the part i made up, all time low comes in with super powers [ way to geek it up, kristindanielle ] gives piggyback rides and we all play with pinatas [ shawna... ] . then we rock out on guitar hero world tour *air guitars* *throws guitar in air like a.gask* the maine comes, and i hug pat....a lot.... then we go to build-a-bear and i make a moose [ tehe ] , then a raddd panera bread/ starbucks place. then Panic! comes and we have a skittle fight. THE END! sarah got braces today. everyone laugh. HAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. GEEKIN' ON MUSIC! okay, so everyone better get ...and a happy new year EP by the maine. yeah, i have to admit, john-oh could of written better lyrics, but still, the maine = <3333. santa stole my girlfriend is hilarious. (: . also, update on ATL, jack's hair is now blackish and short [ i know, OHEMGEE. ] and alexgaskarth is now 21. jeez, yew old fart. i think jack's hair is gonna be okay as long as he grows it out. short jack hair is not happy jack hair. another random thing i gotta squeeze in: doesn't the droput year sound like atl's old stuff? it's really weird, everytime one of their songs come up i'm like, "ha, alex's voice was queer back then..." then i'm like WAIT, THAT'S NOT HIM! haaaa. okay, that was pointless. buy AAR's new album. remember? gives you hell was f'mazing! now you HAVE to buy it. you're forced against your will. mwahahaha. i'm officially in love with nevershoutnever. i can't take it anymore! the lyrics are so freakin' good, chris sings all too well, 'specally live, and THE KID IS ADORABLE. plus he's too nice. christopherdrewingle. i like 3odays, bigcitydreams, she'sgotstyle and heregoesnnothing the most, but the best is perfect too. check 'em out if you like indie/alternative/acoustic. i'm kidnapping chris and taking him to jersey to play. nevershoutnever rarely ever tours! GAHH. and lexi told me she went to see FOB and ATL was hiding in the VIP and didn't come out. AAAH. alex, jack, zack, rian you owe lexi an apology. YOU TOO, grieco, matt & vinny & delish. yeah, i'm talkin' to you delishus. :D yeah, i know my page looks terrible, i still need to work out tha kinks. it'll look fabulouso later. anyway, unfortunately my mom just called blabbing about something about how i need to look up toys r us coupons for her? and she'll be home any minute, so i gotta gooooo. school is a waste, every class i just sit there and doodle all over my organizer. it NEEDS to be christmas break already. i watched polar express yesterday with eli, lawl. it was *sniffle* so touching... * i pause for a second, thinking of any other random thoughts to add to my collection * uh....nah, got nothing. XOXOXO, peesh, luff & jack, adios, blah. one more month and all i need s a sign from you that you think of me. if you do, then please just say so. 'cause all i do is think of you. and it's wearing me out, it's tear me down. this holiday is nothing but frowns for me. but i'm making a list, how i'll check it twice, of all the thing's you've done in my life. and send it your way to see why i love you. we won't stop until somebody calls the cops, and even then we'll start again and just pretend that nothing ever happened. we're just dancing, we're just hugging, singing, screaming, kissing, tugging on the sleeve of how it used to be. my war paint is sharpie ink(: GK! istin Dan *YELL!* Current Mood: dorky Current Music: bigcitydreams - nevershoutnever (Comment on this)